A love story that I love.......

On one night, he came into her life as her adopted brother. She knew he was badly hurt as she first saw pure hatred in someone's eyes. She wanted to help him. She was desperate. After four years, he was still the same as always. Cold, bad-tempered, and never telling her anything. While she was always bright, warm and happy.

And on one night, she found out a shocking secret. He was turning into something that he despised the most. And there was only something that she could do to help him. Although it was sinful, she still did it. Day by day, she found out more about him and they were closer than before.

As the girl wanted to know about her missing past, another man that she was in love with turned HER into her true self. That is what her adopted brother despise. It was the truth that she is the one who will always be enemies with him.

As she wanted to leave her home to follow the man she loves and to go back to the place where she really came from, she found out that the cold adopted brother she had was actually in love with her all this time, with a kiss that was given by him. He told her that the next time they meet, he will kill her, because they could be nothing more than enemies. After that, the both parted.

As the girl cried and collapsed on her knees, she recalled all her memories with him and also found out that she was in love with him too after helping him all this time. She made the decision and followed the other man. Although in her heart, there are two men she can never choose between with.

After a year, she met that cold person again. In her heart, there was a chunk of it that was still with him. Although he didn't kill her yet, but the end will be decided.

Chinese New Year is coming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"Gong xi fa cai, hong bao na lai, mei you hong bao, bu ke jing lai!!!!!!!!!"

Hahahaha, Chinese new year coming everybody!!! Gosh, time passes really fast does it??? I can get more angpao, play firecrackers and with my cousins. And most of all, eat eat eat!!!!!!!!!!

I'm going back to my hometown, Kampar. How 'bout you guys??? I have never felt so eager to celebrate CNY before. Wonder why this year very excited about it. ;) Although my grandma's flat isn't the kind of place you would like to stay in, (no aircond, astro, ps, computer and stuff.....) but this is the place where me and my family stay for CNY. There is a badminton court near the parking lot where we play all our firecrackers, (one of the best things about CNY) and it's our battlefield for Pop Pop war!!!!!!!!!! Woohoo!!!!!!! Let's see, if we don't have astro, we can bring a few movies to watch. And if no aircond, it's good, at least my skin won't dry out so fast. See, many good things about that place too.

And if I have nothing to do, simple, I'll do things on my own! Reading storybooks, listening to music, watching the scenery from the balcony, (and maybe spying on other people who are living in the other flat, haha!! Just hope I don't get caught. If they call the police or come to my grandma's flat with they're tongkat or a baseball bat, I'm dead! Lol!!!). And of course, for every holiday, I'll give myself a manicure and a pedicure. Maybe I can give Theng and Yeng one too. I have a few games I can play with my cellphone, let Yeng make funny videos with it, or maybe taking pictures of hot sista Theng!!!!! I'll need to sms my friends too, ask them about their CNY.

And I get to wear new clothes!!! Mum spent money on them so I'll need to look best in every outfit, even my new cute pyjamas! There are gambling cards we can use for building card castles, use to play games like 21 or Fishing (Without money of course. Who knows what will happen if our parents and my cousin's parents found out that we were REALLY gambling at this age. Wait, I see the future...... I see Mummy and Daddy acting like mad holding feather dusters chasing me around the flat and trying to spank my butt!!!!! Or skin me alive!!!!! Help!!!!!).Hahaha!!!!!!!!!!!

The food there is yummy too! Although we're gonna have the same thing we eat every year during "Tuan Yuan Fan" but it'll be great! Now I can eat with chopsticks like the traditional way!!

They have normal food like Wan Tun Mee or Lou Shu Fen but if you taste carefully it is different from Selangor actually!!!!! And there's a park near a foodcourt where we usually eat. Although I'm not that young as before but it's still fun playing with my cousins with a game of "Running away from monsters catching you!". And a thing that always made me curious...... There a view of a big lake from the park and we always think the lake has crocodiles in it. Sometimes we spend time watching the lake and to see if there are any crocodiles in it. Sometimes we may catch something with our eye but we're not sure what it really is. Strange.

Oh, I almost forgot. We can practise our dance for my uncle's wedding!!! It's also in CNY. Hehehe...... Lady Gaga's Bad Romance!!! Good thing they picked it on CNY, it'll be super special!!!!! So, some of you may think Kampar's a lame old town or it's not modern and special or anything...... Well' let ME tell you this: This is one of the most special place that go to every year, it's the place that I celebrate Chinese people most important time of the year. And every year, I'll bring back memories that I'll never be able to forget........

Wish you and your family a Happy Chinese New Year!!!!! It doesn't count on the place where you go or how much money is in the angpao, the most important thing is to be with your family during this very special holiday. Enjoy it guys!!!!!

Holiday with BFFs!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tomorrow I'm going to Kuantan with my friends!!!!!!!!!!!

Well, it's like a school trip actually. At first, we were going to Singapore but due to the stupid H1N1, they canceled it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Gah!!! And now we're going to Kuantan. Only for one night! One of the worst things is we're going to a 5 stars resort and we cant swim cause got monsoon.

One of the nice things is that my besties are going. Bibilyn, Fei, Eunice........... But I'm only in the same room with Fei. Bibilyn and Eunice are in the different rooms. There will be telematches and games on the beach. But we can't go near the water. If not you'll get a hell of a scolding from the teachers.

Maybe there will be a delicious dinner...... a buffet I hope. hehehehehehehehe....................... Then can eat and eat and eat!!!!!!!!!! Yum!!!!!!! Gotta bring my new phone. And I'm sure my mom will call me every hour or something........... -_- During this week, she kept reminding me not to play in the water and kept asking me informations bout the trip too! It was really annoying but that shows how much she care about me. Hehe......

So my younger sister is gonna have to sleep in my big sister's room. And I'm sure they'll fight over the space and the blanket just like always when they have to share the room. Haha! So, I need to remember to pack suitable clothes and shoes for this trip. And also a plastic bag for my stinky socks!

Having a few problems............... T.T

Ok....... I had a nice and not so nice day................................................

The nice thing was basketball practice was fun and funny! (Although the weather was freakisly hot!) And there were a few people that came to my school to make speeches for our safety. It was soooooo funny.

And that's just the only nice things that happen today.

Ok, here's the thing: we'll gonna have a graduation ceremony because we'll leaving the school to study somewhere else for the next year. And the English Society is gonna perform. Teacher told me to dance and sing with a few girls. So, I picked HSM 2's "All for One" to dance, and to sing "You Belong With Me" by Taylor Swift and "Hot" by Avril Lavigne.

In the beginning, I already chose a few girls to dance with. But now, one by one............

they're quiting......................... Well, maybe not all but now is already 2. And there were 6 girls in the group including me. They went to perform with another team, (the team is also from my class) on Children's Day.

Well, maybe it's because the other team has more people in it. (15 now) And maybe they find my team's dance routine is harder to learn. So, I need to find the suitable girls to dance with, again!

And there's one thimg that i really HATE about my class is that they often quarel and fight! There were so many fights this year. But they also will make up. And now another one is here!

Ok, I just wanna ask you people, if your friends said you changed but you never noticed it at all, or IF you didn't even change, how would you feel??? And then they start to leave you, even your best friends..................And they start to hate you. Sometime you'll get crazy and mad with the stupid fucking situation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now, this is happening to my best friend, and I feel sad for her. I ust hope they would all just forgive each other and forget THE STUPID MOTHER FUCKING SITUATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's almost the end of the year, I want them to appreciate the time that is all left with their friends.

Pui Theng Is Freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

YEAH BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PUI THENG'S STUPID PMR IS FINALLY OVERRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(So I don't need to see her so stressed out ready.)

For once in my lifetime so far, I've seen Pui Theng work so hard for her exam. Believe me, it's true....... She was working her ass off! But it was a relief that she read Sejarah and Geography> Phew! So happy to see her so "qing song". Now, she kept playing Pet Society on Facebook. ( Now she's higher than Pui Yeng ready, although Pui Yeng started earlier than her.)

Pui Yeng almost MERDEKA LO!!!!!! (Test tomorrow finish.) So all of us no more stinking tests ready. But of course must hope for good results la! So now me and Pui Yeng waiting for Children's Day. Hu hu hu.....................

Deepavali also coming. Pui Theng's school holiday from Friday to Tuesday ar!!!!!! So good. T.T

I don't know our school got or not.......... If got then so shuang! And Halloween is coming tooooo!!! Too bad we don't celebrate in Malaysia, it'll be so much fun if we did! We can dress up in fancy costumes and have a massive Halloween party! We'll need many pumkins for the decorations, and candy too. But not sugarfree ones! Where's the fun in that! Maybe me and Eunice can dress up like the Cullen family, (a vampire family from Twilight). That will be AWESOME!

And speaking of Twilight, the second one will be coming out in cinemas on November 20th! But unfortunately, it's on Friday. Maybe we can watch a late night movie. He he he he............. I've got two free tickets from my uncle, so maybe I'll invite Eunice to join us!

The Pressure is all Gone! (Finally!)

YAY!!!!! Freeedom is HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Because UPSR IS FINALLY OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Back to playing, partying and shopping!!!!!!! (don't care bout H1N1 LAH!) But still waiting 4 the results. My friends and I celebrated with a gathering at McDonalds after school yesterday. Unfortunately, our private time didn't last long. Another class also came and we couldn't really enjoy ourselves after that. So, we quickly ate and went to Eunice's (bff) house. We talked and joked a lot with each other at her room. After a while, we turned off the lights and started talking 'bout scary and spooky stuff. But, we couldn't tahan (too scary) then switched on the lights again. Hoo...Hoo...Hoo... It was a really fun time together. Really , really enjoyed it.

Before the stupid test, it was really really pressuring and tiring, because many latihan came flooding in front of us. And we had to do it allllllllllllllllllll. Yes, hard and it was driving us all crazy! (Not to mention the extra classes during the Saturdays and the HOLIDAYS!) But it's all over. Phew! Now, we just have the time to spend with our Best Friends and Teachers we love. Because after this year, it's goodbye to pri-school and up to secondary school and teenage life....... Of course we'll still keep in touch, but it won't be the same anymore. We won't be able to see each other that often like now and some may lose touch. Well, I can still keep in touch with my closest besties like LynLyn, FeiFei, Eunice........because we live close to each other.

And the teachers. Must say farewell to them too. And the school. (Hope a few years later when i come to visit, the new building would be done.) Well, I'm gonna miss it, but not the toilets that always make me feel gross! And the canteen. Well folks, that place sells food that are not really yummy-licious though. And I hope i won't remember so much about how they cook them. Hahaha...... All the childhood memories for the past six years there are really unforgetable. And I still remember the first day clearly: That was when I found kindergarden friend and still best friend now, E-Lyn. We draw pictures and picked the two class monitors. Teacher gave us two boys to pick. And I voted for another kindergarden friend, Chee Hai to be the head monitor. But, the most votes went to the other boy that I didn't really espect. Well, couldn't do anything about it.

I was really childish all those years. But now, many things have changed. Need to face other problems and the future. I hope the best for all of my friends. May them have the best memories they'll never forget.